o happy days!

Its been ages since i updated my blog, one of the reasons being technical problems with the comments section, but it seems, the problem is no more since i changed the template.

The past few weeks have been, arguably the worst so far and i was absolutely in no mood to do anything. For no understandable reason, i felt...miserable. All i did was attend increasingly meaningless lectures all day, perform practicals robotically and complete journals and tutorials. In the remainder of my time i spent boring hours online, not enjoying anything i did.

People did try to cheer me up, but i knew that if i wanted to improve my situation, i had to do it myself; and no amount of chilling out, taking breaks in front of the tv, or online or chocolates or cream biscuits were going to help. The only medicine for this disorder was- study.
Yes, study. The one thing i had not been doing ever since my TY started. With exams fast approaching, i had done ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Literally. But as the last lecture of the week ended on saturday, all thought of journals and tutorials ended too and all that stood between me and the exam was one single weekend. As this plain simple fact stared at me i decided there was nothing else to do but open my books and start reading. And thats what i did. As i raced through marine environments and history of the marine explorations, as i studied i suddenly felt better. It was as if a huge burden was lifted up from my shoulders. It was bliss, pure bliss. So this is what was missing in life!
funny huh? studies! people usually run away from them, but i guess i...i have to run after them.

-yashada