My Cell Phone = My Horcrux

A hundred and sixty five sms es in my inbox alone,about 50 of my all time favourite songs,a hundred cool pics, my tasks and reminders.....gone ...all gone...and all it took was one train journey, one fateful journey and my cell phone was gone...stolen...
In harry potter's latest book we are introduced to the concept of horcruxes. Voldemort saves his soul in material objects. i, unknowingly, did that too. My life was in my Sony Erricsson 550i w series.. I Loved it...its colour, its themes, the way it indicated 'text message received', 'missed call'..its ear phones...the sound, the music, everything. that cell phone was my pulse, it connected me to the world, to my friends, relatives, loved ones. And now its gone. Forever.

i want it back. i desperately want my cell back!!!
i try to think rationally. it was a piece of metal and plastic. the songs are in my pc too, they are in my cd s as well. the pics too are in my pc. the sms es can be collected again. then why that attachment?

'detachment' is intimately connected with spirituality. the more 'detached' you are, the better. and if you want to avoid pain and suffering, thats what you have to do. EXCUSE ME??? don't you want me to feel? don't you want me to have emotions? i don't care what those spriritual books or the leaders say! i AM attached to that piece of metal and plastic and i want to stay attached! is that going to make my life miserable? Yes definately, well then...i'll deal with it...somehow....

maybe i got it wrong. maybe i'm too naive or short sighted to see it.
i know that the 'adult', or mature or grown up thing to do will be to move on.
BUT I DON'T WANT TO.
call me whatever you want. call me a baby or a..schoolgurl or ........................stupid???
yes thats the word...stupid.
well, i don't want to be that! anything but stupid.

so..bottom line: i have to move on (no the bottom line is not that i'm stupid)
how????????
i actually get dreams of my cell phone. i'm holding it and using all its cool features and fuctions...
i guess time will help. i guess when sufficient time has passed i will be able to look back at this incident and not feel that uneasiness in the pit of my stomach. till then, i'll have to live with it. and listen to motivational songs to get me through this period (on my pc, mind you)