Sunday, July 06, 2008

Phantom In my Brain

Let this be the last post on this beloved blog of mine. A shrine to beloved memories. I'll try posting someplace else, I think, after a while. Symbolic. Of moving on. Or trying to at least.
Though I do doubt how successful I will be in this venture of mine. Simply because I don't want to. I want my old life back.
Hope is a terrible thing you know, it makes me think it's real, the phantom in my brain.

6 comments:

adi said...

hey......why?? :(

Raunak said...

Oi
what the f@#k??

y r u moving away?

If you do, keep me posted about the new address.

Cheers
Raunak

YY said...

because being 'just friends' with someone you really like, is simply immpossible...

ADU said...

hey honey...you dun have to do it...mine is a good example why...i deleted my blog...bloggged at like three different addresses tried deleting stuff from orkut/ facebook...the works...Tried to detox and stuff...but these are escapist temp solutions na...the hurt is actually much deeper...and this symbolic thing that you are talking about is true...but still...dun leave this place...coz its yours...i know it may have some memories and all that but still...my experience says...you dont get over things by trying to delete the past...those happy things in the brains are needed to keep you warm on cold nights...metaphorically i mean. Will be around. Anytime. Just give a shout!

And i agree with what Raunak has to say "what the f@#k??"

Viraj said...

Do things that u r convinced to work for u in the long term...Just temporary troubleshooting wont do...and personally I'm convinced moving away is the right thing to do...

YY said...

ok first of all,
I'M NOT DELETING MY BLOG
this blog will be right here, always. This is not a move for any kind of detox etc either.
I just associate this blog of mine with cherished memories, so think of it as packing these memories in a pretty little wrapping paper, tying a cute little red ribbon and tucking it in a quiet corner of my life. (oooh, and the wrapping paper is made from recycled eco-friendly paper btw).
i'm not trying to get these memories out of my system, ok?
And neither am i never going to write, i'll write but just some place else. that's it. yes, and i'll mail you guys the link to my new blog when i make one. (gawsh i had no clue you all read my blog. if there are more of u, well, show yourself, i'll mail you the new link too.)